Life... ohh dear Life...

Man... tsk... for real tho.

Ok, I can't really say that life has been a bitch for me lately, its been going...
that's it, it's just been, going.

I wish it was going on a better pace tho, its going pretty slow for me right now,
I go to work, I get back at the house, I sleep.
Sometimes my friends text me and ask if I wanna chill, i always wanna chill, it's just that we don't really do much, we play ball, watch tv, play video games, and sometimes we record -yeah music-.
Ive been tryna write lately, I've always wanted to be a rapper or an entertainer, and music just gets to me.

What sucks tho is that my voice is too damn deep!! For fucks sake man i can only rap/sing a certain type of way with this voice, I write on free beats i find online, but when I try to record my voice doesn't really go with it, and my stupid accent doesn't help either. Imagine Biggie Small's voice + Big Pun's , I am pretty oldschool when it comes to writing rhymes and the new beats "Trap Beats" or "Drill Beats/Drill Music" ain't really my cup of tea. i write with mellow, soulful beats, they keep my mind at ease.

It would help too if i had a producer or at least an engineer that knows what to do with my voice.
My friend fixes my voice but he's still an amateur-we all are- so we cant really do much of recording
and his type of music is very different than mine so we can't really write together, but we are working on it man. I just hope we all get better at it.

this is the beat we wrote on and recorded on.

Swing life away

*Stretches*
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHRGHHH!!

Some days are really just better than others, *sigh*....

໒( ⇀ ‸ ↼ )७: sounds like you had a rough one today?

nah not really a bad one, just really slow and not to mention UNEVENTFUL!

໒( ⇀ ‸ ↼ )७:well u don't join in much in the events so maybe u just missed on it?

You think so? I mean, it is true, most of the time i just observe them, listen to them as a way of entertaining myself. But today nothing happened that's out of the box.
We did our job, we went to break, we went back to work. There was some interesting conversation of course, shit i headbutted someone just to mess with em but he kinda got mad.

໒( ⇀ ‸ ↼ )७: well shit id get mad if your big-headed ass headbutted me too...

Well its not like I was doing it to hurt him, it was just for old good fun. Bah! I have a different type of humor, probably because i treat em like my brothers. Come to think of it that was pretty rough but still even with that event happening its still kinda boring of a day.

໒( ⇀ ‸ ↼ )७: you should just sit back and relax. It's always a good way to past time..

I'm not really in to just sitting back and not doing anything, you should know that by now.
I always wanna be occupied even with stupid shit...

໒( ⇀ ‸ ↼ )७: oh you know what man, why not just do what we usually do in this rare occasions.
 Grab a beer n some food to snack on, then sit back. Ahhhhhh good times, peaceful times !
OOOOOHH don't forget bout music homie cus! Ease the pain of a boring ass day/

You know what man, that is a good ass plan.
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First things first...

I get bored really fast and to damn often, sometimes my mind just wonders off while im doing some-........

damn! it happened again.. see if u knew that i took like 15 mins. just to retype something in here, you guys would understand how bored i get..!

When my mind wonders off, I talk to myself, well selves... I don't really wonder off like I go to a new
world with every wonders and magic, I just stay in the real world and observe everything with a hawk eyes-view, and then that's when "they" come.

*drum roll* badududm badum badadadum!

And the first player! From the top of my Pride!*ramadumdunm*
1)EGO!!!!
(҂⌣̀_⌣́)ᕤ  : I wasn't gonna show up, but i didn't want people to think your so pathetic that your own imaginary friend didn't show up for you.




and the second player! Straight from the belly, this mofo is always hungry!*ramadumdunm*
2) Gluttony(Glut)!!!!
(>‘o’)> : your drum roll sounds exactly like my stomach.


The third player!! sometimes i really hate this guy but i can't stay mad at him, hes helped me at times!
3)LUST!!!!
(¬‿¬) : Woah Momma, How you' doing?


The Fourth! i try to not consult to him, but hes the one that gets me the most..!
4) WRATH!!!!
(◣◢)┌∩┐ : HEY MAN! WHY THE FUCK AM I 4TH?! huh! man, this is just BULLSHIT!

THE FIFTH!!! man this dude opens my eyes at most times just in his own way
5)ENVY!!!
(╭ರ_•́) : man, i really wish u introduced me as first, or at least next to wrath. -i don't wanna get hit-

THE SIXTH! I like this guy a lot , yet hes bad for me, i spend more time with him than anyone.
6) SLOTH!!!
໒( ⇀ ‸ ↼ )७ : i could've went last, just saying.

The SEVENTH! this dude also gets me , i don't consult him, he kinda just pops up, annoying most of the time , but he just gets it...
7) GREED!
୧ʕ•̀ᴥ•́ʔ୨ : Last but definitely not least man, i was ok with being last , so that way i get all the attention.


and then there's this dumbass....
(•_̀• ง) me...:um do i have to talk in dialog...? because I'm still explaining shit Ima go back to narating.

yeah... That's how insane i got.
-not much of a narration i know-
We do talk about shit that goes on with my day to day shit, at least when i get bored, they just come up randomly. They don't always show up together sometimes just in pairs or i get to have a one-on-one talk with any of em. I just decided to write them down to keep some of my sanity.